breaking a habit

When I was a little girl I had this amazing ability to see good in some of the worst people.

Unfourtunatly I still have this ability.

I say unfourtunatly because recently I am tired of seeing good in people that do not exactly have much good inside. I put my feelings on people, I give them a warm heart, a conscience, a decent soul-some of which they do not possess.

I try to stop. You have to take people for what they show you they are. Look no futher. I guess I am a "searcher". I am slowly learning, but it's hard to break a habit that I've had since I can remember. And believe me, I remember a whole lot, back a long time.